Electricity

It came into my life like a bolt from the blue,

A shock that woke me up and changed my point of view.

Electricity coursing through my veins,

The pulse in my blood, the light in the darkness, erasing all the pains.


The heart can be a funny little thing,

It beats for some and stops for others without warning.

It showed me kindness, a rare and precious gift,

Born from violence that made me so gentle, it uplifted my spirit.


I always smile, but tears are not far away,

A reminder of the storms that pass and leave me astray.

You were angry, fists clenched and teeth chattering,

And though not cruel, your words were like lightning striking.


"I'm sorry, please come back," I begged,

"Stay a moment longer, let me fix what's been wrecked.

I know it's your fault, but I can make it right,

I'm afraid you'll leave because you no longer love me tonight."


Grief is a world of its own, and it feels like fear,

A heavy emptiness that's hard to bear.

But I'll learn to live with it, I'll find my way,

And turn the emptiness into something beautiful, something to say.


- Sruthi Nair





If you have any suggestions, doubts or queries feel free to mention them in the comment box below. My poetry book ' Fires of Grief: A tale of transformation' is available on Amazon and Flipkart. For a special discount use code PRINCESS50 on the website below. Fires of Grief


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  1. ArtinoApril 24, 2023 at 10:23 AM

    "But I'll learn to live with it, I'll find my way,

    And turn the emptiness into something beautiful, something to say."

    Loved how you ended it with such a beautiful note.

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  2. Sruthi NairApril 24, 2023 at 10:26 AM

    😂😂😂😂 Think about my b'day pizza!

    ReplyDelete
  3. AnonymousApril 24, 2023 at 10:32 AM

    🤔

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  4. AnonymousApril 25, 2023 at 11:16 AM

    Beautiful as always, my love 😍❤️

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  5. CynthiaApril 25, 2023 at 2:23 PM

    The last stanza seems out of this world.

    ReplyDelete
  6. BuzzzzMay 28, 2023 at 8:32 AM

    This is deep n sad!

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